Quote for today-
"Someone is waiting someone who understands exactly how you feel exactly how you feel.. someone is dreaming someone is hoping just that this will be the day that this will be the day.. that you take your eyes off the ground out of the blue and see that someone is looking right back at you.. maybe that someone's me" - Someone Somewhere by Jason Reeves.
Life is going really good for me right now. Currently I am holding my breath, knocking on wood, and everything else that will not jinks me for saying that. If you haven't already heard, I made the JV softball team! Three girls got cut, and even though I am sure that they gave there best, they sadly didn't make it. I feel very bad for them, and everytime I am tired and hot and sick of practice I have to remind myself that it easily could have been me who was cut. Practices are hot, and very difficult, they last from 3-6 mon-fri, and then usually a morning practice on saturday. Our first game was scheduled for today, but because of the unexpected snow storm, it was cancled.
Softball is not the only thing I have going good for me right now, but also I got back in band and I am more then loving it. I had my first test this week, and most people who know me know, I was extremely nervous. But after all was said and done, I got an A- which is pretty good considering my nerves.
Also, the dust is still clearing on who my friends, are and are not. Although, I think it is becoming pretty clear. There is one girl who I have considered one of my best friends since like 7th grade. Now, she has pretty much dumped me for something she thinks is better, well she hasn't really dumped me she just talks shit about me behind my back. But then blames it on the people she is with. I don't care though, cause I spent all of middle school dealing with this kind of drama, and although we had a lot of good times together I am not going to waste my time on her if she is going to treat me like this. She has also really changed in the last year. She is becoming more and more obsessed about the wrong things, she is dating a guy who has done almost any and everything a teenager can do, and her parents have no idea. I don't know why but, I really don't feel all that bad about losing her as a friend. I guess maybe it was just time.
Other things are seemingly working out differently then I expected and in a good way.
I must leave on that.
Mollie ♥

another sweetest escape
Saturday, March 29, 2008