I have some of the best friends a girl could have, they are not fake and they are not slutty. They don't try to conform me and they try to help me if I am helpless. They support me in almost every decision I make but yet tell me when I am doing something wrong. We can laugh for days and cry for hours. We can talk about the most boring subject on earth and some how make it one of our best memories. We don't go "way" back but we make so many memories that it seems as if we are one. Every single day I am reminded of how great my friends are and today was a day of multiple examples. At the bottom of my page are pics of my closest friends and a little background info on our friendship.
I don't just want to talk about my friends I have now because they have not been my friends forever. I also want to talk about some of my past friends and the reasons that we are no longer friends. Last year my best friends were Lauren and Abby, why our friendship did not work out, I am still not sure. The days that we were friends were amazing. I believe that I had more laughs and more tears in that friendship then any other. They were absolutely the best friends ever and although they may deny it now we had a ton of fun. It seems that now a days we cannot even look at each other in the eyes, which is very sad and I deeply regret it. We had multiple fights during that one year and I think it made me a emotional wreck. I feel so sorry for hurting them and I regret every mean word I ever said to them. Maybe I thought they deserved it at the time but now that I am on the other side of it, I feel awful. I don't necessarily ever want to be friends with them again. But I would like to be acquittance's with them. I get so sick of walking in front of the hall and hearing "Bitch" in context of me. I am so sick of talking to one of my friends and then the twins calling them over to "talk" to them. What is the point of sabotaging all of my friendships when all I want is for everyone to get along. Is that honestly to much to ask?
Other friendships I have had have just faded away in my memories and I am happy of that. If you ask me there is no reason to keep bad memories in your head, all they will do is bring you down. Ok well that is all i have to say write now.♥ Mollie

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another sweetest escape
Thursday, November 15, 2007