You Know You Love Me.

heyy all!
I haven't written in what seems like an eternity, and so many things have happened in the last two weeks or so that, I need to write and I need to express my inner-feelings.=) I was in my first parade last weekend for band, and I spent the three days prior to that sick with a case of the nerves. haha. I was so wound up in nerves, that everything in those three days are pretty much a blur. I wish sometimes that I didn't get so nervous, I mean their is definitely a problem with me when my life becomes consumed around nerves about a parade.
Oh, so I have been looking for a new skin for my page, and I couldn't find anything for days...but now I have this pretty awesome skin, which is like perfect. Also, so everyone knows...my song is "Amazing Because It Is" by The Almost. I loveeee that song, it is so beautiful. It makes me happyyy.
Eh, I am back to spelling my name the "correct" way. haha. I like changing things about me I guess. =p Also, this summer...I have found that I am much chiller with God, I find my self wanting to please him and not others. I am much more confident in my faith now, and am glad and proud of that.
On the note of "hims" that special him in my life (other then God of course =p). Well, I am still stuck on the boy, I don't know why, there is no real reason for me to like him anymore. But, I hope that there is a point for me liking him. That somehow maybe they are a hint to maybe something real that may happen, or really I don't know. But I know it is something, because it wouldn't make sense for me to have feelings like these and for them to go wasted. =)
Ahhhh well, I better move on to other things....
Nighty-night!
Molly. ♥

another sweetest escape
Wednesday, August 06, 2008