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Sunday, March 30, 2008

Currently I am sitting here at my computer, mentally preparing myself for another week filled of drama and softball. Ahhh just thinking about it makes me want to puke. I mean really practices are not that bad, they are just really long. This is how the practice runs... First we go and run our mile, which isn't really all that bad. Then we go into the gym and run a ton of drills, literally running the drills. We do that for about an hour and a half and then switch gyms into the old gym which currently has the cages in them. The cages is my favorite part mainly because it symbolizes that practice is half-way over! The last five minutes of the practice are my least favorite because they are filled of breathless sprints, suicides, and other heartless running drills that the coaches put upon us. And yes, I do know that they are only for our own good, so please save your breath and don't give me that line. Our first game is on Wednesday and I am really excited.
Ahhh I find it really sad that while I sit here all I can seem to think about is softball....grr. I really want to think about other things, but I find it humanly impossible. This is most likely because there is basically nothing going on in my life other then softball, and things that I rather not post on the internet for all the world to see. And that last sentence should only prove to my parents that I do have good judgment.
Haha I did think of something else to type about...WOOHOO So, as basically everyone who knows me knows...I am in love with the musical RENT. So, a few weeks ago I was watching Cold Case and there was this woman who looked really familiar and I couldn't figure out who see was. Then it came upon me that it was Tracie Thoms or Joanne off of Rent. I was like oh, thats cool. Then last night I was watching Law and Order and there was again a familiar face and I quickly realized that he was Angel's lover off of Rent, Tom Collins. I don't know why I am telling you this but it just seemed weird that two of Rent's cast members are now on those two shows...which are seemingly in the same genre.
Sorry if I bored you.
Mollie

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Sunday, March 30, 2008

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Quote for today-
"Someone is waiting someone who understands exactly how you feel exactly how you feel.. someone is dreaming someone is hoping just that this will be the day that this will be the day.. that you take your eyes off the ground out of the blue and see that someone is looking right back at you.. maybe that someone's me" - Someone Somewhere by Jason Reeves.
Life is going really good for me right now. Currently I am holding my breath, knocking on wood, and everything else that will not jinks me for saying that. If you haven't already heard, I made the JV softball team! Three girls got cut, and even though I am sure that they gave there best, they sadly didn't make it. I feel very bad for them, and everytime I am tired and hot and sick of practice I have to remind myself that it easily could have been me who was cut. Practices are hot, and very difficult, they last from 3-6 mon-fri, and then usually a morning practice on saturday. Our first game was scheduled for today, but because of the unexpected snow storm, it was cancled.
Softball is not the only thing I have going good for me right now, but also I got back in band and I am more then loving it. I had my first test this week, and most people who know me know, I was extremely nervous. But after all was said and done, I got an A- which is pretty good considering my nerves.
Also, the dust is still clearing on who my friends, are and are not. Although, I think it is becoming pretty clear. There is one girl who I have considered one of my best friends since like 7th grade. Now, she has pretty much dumped me for something she thinks is better, well she hasn't really dumped me she just talks shit about me behind my back. But then blames it on the people she is with. I don't care though, cause I spent all of middle school dealing with this kind of drama, and although we had a lot of good times together I am not going to waste my time on her if she is going to treat me like this. She has also really changed in the last year. She is becoming more and more obsessed about the wrong things, she is dating a guy who has done almost any and everything a teenager can do, and her parents have no idea. I don't know why but, I really don't feel all that bad about losing her as a friend. I guess maybe it was just time.
Other things are seemingly working out differently then I expected and in a good way.
I must leave on that.
Mollie ♥

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Saturday, March 29, 2008

Monday, March 10, 2008

Life and a sad excuse of a group, The Pussy Cat Dolls..

Today was a big day in the life of Mollie, softball try-outs began and I made it through three hours of rigorous practice. I feel very accomplished, having completed that. Also, it was my first day in band class since last year. Oh, how I missed it, and as I tuned for the first time I felt, happy and at home as if I had never left...if only the other people around me felt that happy as well. I am not trying to say that they are mad at me, I just don't think that they were to glad to have me back. Which is perfectly understandable since I literally left them for choir for a year, and then just returned and expected to be accepted. The music that they are playing, seems easy enough, actually it was quite simple, I sightread it wonderfully. I think most everyone expected me to suck, since I took a year off. But, in all reality I have still been in music plenty, just not with my flute, with the piano and choir.
Tonight I was skimming through my sad excuse of TV channels and came across a show on the CW that caught my eye. It did not grab my attention because of how great the show was, but because of the mere fact that it was a pointless show, based on really nothing. It was a reality show, called Girlicious or something along those lines, the name alone gives away the stupidity and shallowness the show has to offer. Basically, the show is somewhat like America's Next Top Model, except trying to make the girls become "International Superstars" like the PussyCatDolls but in all honesty, all that PCD is is "International Sluts". They claim to be "role models" but how can you be when you sing lyrics like "Loosen up my buttons baby" and "You've been saying all the right things all night long But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off". All I am trying to point out is the idiocy of this group. Now, this show is trying to create a "look-a-like" group of them called Girlicious, hence the title. Why in the world would the Creator of PCD make a group that is going to be competition for PCD? That just proves the stupidity of Creator, Robin Antin, who is a 47 year old, obviously trying to look like she is in her mid twenties. The whole basis of this show is nothing. And oh, don't let me forget that one of the judges is Lil' Kim, I mean I am fifteen years old and I barely ever hear Lil' Kim's name. She is no longer famous, she is just trying to regain fame by being on this show.
Alright so there was my update of my life, and my rant of the week.
Love.Me.Leave.Me.Or.Rip.Me.Apart.
Mollie

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Monday, March 10, 2008

Saturday, March 8, 2008

Nothing really to talk about today, although I am sure I will find something to type about. I hope that you like the new look of my blog, I wasn't sold on it until I learned how to navigate it with the hearts, and now I love it. I got my haircut yesterday and I am not sure what I think about it. If I want it to work I am pretty sure that I will have to do something with it everyday. Just wearing it down doesn't really look good. Right now I have it braided, although I can't get it all in braids...haha. So, I just am going to have to live with it for five weeks and then I will get it fixed.
Other then that nothing else is really going on that is that exciting...other then the fact that third trimester is starting on monday...here is my schedule.
1. Honors English
2. Choir
3. Algerbra 1b
4. Band
5. Spanish
Super exciting isn't? So, yes after all is done band is in my schedule. I played my flute for the first time yesterday and as I told my friend, "quickly remembered why I quit". Some of my "friends" say that I am joining band again for the wrong reasons, but I know that I am not. My second surgery is going to be scheduled for the first week of April, and I will hopefully get to see Adam Brody doctor again!! Woohoo! Anyways, I will talk to you later. ♥
Love.Me.Or.Leave.Me.Or.Rip.Me.Apart.
Mollie

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Saturday, March 08, 2008